C'est La Vie

Fucking fuckwits! Excuse the swearing but OGNBKJNGFNBKNF JBCAHbaKjNa\k!!!!!!

Stupid boy from previous entry has not replied to said text...I only sent the one! So I'm freaking out about what I should do because I'm going on holiday in three days and won't see him for six days after that D:

oh, and I also I just found out I missed him on msn. I watched a re-run of how to look good naked and MISSED TALKING TO HIM!! OMG I am such an idiot!! Besides which, I think he might hate me. Complete silence? Of course there is a chance that he doesn't remember that we kissed, but even so, we're FRIENDS! FRIENDS drop each other a line every so often, see how the other one is doing!!

oh lawdy, now I'm chatting to Amelia about it, and she said he was on msn...oh for heaven's sake! She is a friend of his and mine, but sometimes I get the feeling...well she used to like him!!

Okay, now I'm chilled. But why is he avoiding me? Or is he even avoiding me?
I hate myself for indulging in the cliche of millions of girls trying to decipher the meanings behind the actions of the male species.

That's it.
As of this moment, I am officially joining a convent.
Or becoming a lesbian.
I haven't decided which.

Hello everyone, yeah I don't use this much but I have a problem so I'm going to spill...

A guy that I mentioned in previous blogs...well, there was a Christmas Ball on Friday and we were both quite drunk...and I don't know what came over me but I walked up to him and said "I have your christmas present, close your eyes." and I just KISSED him! I was going for a peck, but he sort of turned it into a proper kiss and held me really close. Then it went into a hug and he said "thankyou" in this really sweet, tender voice which was really quiet and soft compared to his "drunken" voice he had had previously.

So of course, I was really happy but also a bit like :O did it really happen? Anyway, so two days later I send him a text (about midday today actually) asking him how he was and what he was doing over christmas, I didn't mention the kiss or anything...and he hasn't replied! We normally text and things so it wasn't anything out of the ordinary.

So what shall I do? I don't want to seem overly keen but we normally call each other so I did think I could do that just to see what's up...or shall I wait for him to text back and play it cool?

Please help, it would be appreciated.

au revoirrr xxx